So...my weight has been getting commented on a lot in my personal life. A lot of people ask how I'm losing so much weight.
Honestly I've been losing weight since I moved to Pittsburgh. But since November it's just dropped from extreme amounts of stress and just not having an appetite, not being able to afford the same food, or not feeling like cooking after a 10 hour shift.
My job is also labor intensive sometimes.
Yeah in theory it's cool that I'm losing weight but I was happier when I fit into the clothes I bought last year, my clothes from just after high school don't even fit. So I'm still having that problem of thinking I look shit in just about everything I put on and i cannot afford another new wardrobe.
Damn, this week really is a though one.
I don't even have got time to draw or do anything creative. It feels like the wheel of my life is spinning super fast if that makes sense. I'm working a lot and even though I've got the coming 3 days off I've got no time for anything.
My dad will be here and that is good.
I will have a good time with him and I really look forward to it since I don't see him often due the distance.
But I already now miss my time for creative things. But I guess this is how life sometimes is.
You can't have everything. At least not always as a normal mortal person. But what you can do is being grateful for what you've got. And that I am.
Mann, diese Woche ist echt hart. Ich habe nicht mal Zeit zu zeichnen oder irgendwas kreatives zu machen. Es fühlt sich an als würde sich das Rad meines Lebens gerade ganz schnell drehen. Wenn das Sinn macht. Ich arbeite die Woche echt viel und auch wenn ich die nächsten Tage frei habe, habe ich trotzdem keine Zeit. ABER da freue ich mich trotzdem drauf weil mein Papa dann hier ist. Und den sehe ich echt selten wegen der Entfernung.
Ich vermisse zwar das kreativ sein aber man kann nicht alles haben. Zumindest nicht als normal sterblicher Mensch.
Aber was man tun kann ist dankbar zu sein für das was man hat. Und das bin ich ♡
This pandemic is far from over. Wear a mask. Wash your hands. Social distance & DON’T down go down the pub for a nice pint & wait til this has all blown over. The NHS needs you to be smart. The country needs you to be smart.
THROWBACK THURSDAY 👈🏽🏃🏽♀️
To when myself @lolliskates and @obiepearl road tripped and travelled around deserts with our skates and had no cares in the world! ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️Hamburgers, margaritas, roller skates.... and apparently Harley Davidsons 🏍🏍
I loved exploring with these ladies.... next year when we can travel again we need to have another adventure 🗺
Den Spruch sollte ich mir mal zu Herzen nehmen und definitiv aufhören mich von Anderen runter ziehen zu lassen, negative Menschen aus meinen Leben verbannen und mehr an mich selbst glauben.