i have anxiety attacks like day dreams
driving your car
suddenly your most prized possession is dying in your arms
you can’t pull your heart away from that room in your head
and the ache in your gut opens up and swallows you whole
and then the light is red again and snowflakes are falling and you’re blinking tears off your face and looking around
thanking God that your windows are tinted so no one is looking
#tbt I’m working on a YA project so I’ve been thinking about the things I did at the age when this photo was taken: Obsess over Jeff Buckley and Mazzy Star lyrics, romanticize my Midwestern adolescence to my “friends” on LiveJournal and AOL message boards, and best of all, daydream in my bedroom. Back then, I couldn’t wait to grow up and be a fashion editor or an author. To be somewhere, everywhere. Anywhere but here. I wish I could tell teen me that the imagining is still the most fun part. I’m lucky now that I still get to sometimes live like a little raccoon - piles of books and half-consumer beverages, plot scheming and falling down rabbit holes of surrealist artists, first pages of books, and song lyrics until I don’t even know what time it is or what planet I’m on. We’re all so obsessed with accomplishments, making it, achieving the goal. But the dreaming time is equally important. Because when you don’t know where exactly you’re going you have the chance to wind up somewhere really fun. #authorsofinstagram#daydream#writersofinstagram#writingcommunity#magic#amwriting#bookstagram#books#writingtips#writinglife#publishing
I'm not one to talk to strangers much. I've gotten a little better since starting this journey.
But I'll never forget a conversation I had on a plane with a woman seated next to me. I don't even recall where I was headed. We some how got on the subject of kids, typically when I tell people I don't have any. I get some version of you'll be so glad when you do!
No not with her! She commend me & reassured me it was completely ok not to have kids.
That's stuck with me because no matter what stage in my life I've had to deal with the kids subject. Yet it's not even anyone's business!
So you never know what you will experience in travels! Just go do it!
❤GOODMORNING ❤ Beautiful L _ _ L Y ❤ It is you I dream of at night and when I close my eyes it is you I see.... now Sadness is all I feel knowing no matter how many tears I cry your return will never be. I could write forever to reach your heart but your beautiful heart has decided it doesn't need me to be happy or feel loved... you already had everything before we crossed paths ... money.... arms that hold you... someone you would do anything and everything to make happy..... what did I give you that you didn't already have ? I was nothing before I met you and Now I'm a Nobody ........ Thru my eyes all i ever saw in you was my universe my everything my dream come true, My One True Love. Please keep in mind nobody will ever be able to Love you the way I wish I could have..... if only I didn't break your heart our Love would still be .... our Love Was a fairytale come true ..... Imagine what we could have been if we found Eachother earlier in Life ? Imagine all the happiness we could have shared ? Imagine all the smiles we could have shared together? I will Love you even if your heart forgets me. LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND STILL MISS YOU SO MUCH ❤❤❤ I live in hope dear ❤❤❤ I will wait for you , my heart is so sad I hurt you .... I send you billions and billions of😘😘😘😘 in hope they reach your heart and make you smile #lebanon#beirut#arabic#quakers#sydney#gorgeous#big#brown#eyes#smile#beauty#quotes#love#life#friends#relationships#cafe#lyrics#music#daydream#hope#lyrics#music#joy#fashion#poem#poetry#fitness#cute#goodmorning
A little runthru of my go to makeup when i wanna look cute without too much effort 😜. Featuring the @kreyolessence Black Castor Oil (whaddup Lwil Maskreti!). A little goes a looong way so go easy. I only rly use this one for rly cold winter days when in need of that strong-hold moisture lock-in. Smells rly yummy and theres other scents as well!! #ad
✨Eyes are @colourpopcosmetics#WhatevetPalette
✨ Mascara @thrivecausemetics ✨ Lips @lunarbeauty#Daydream liquid lip & Dreamy gloss (😍😍😍)
🎶: Dua Lipa — Don’t Start Now (Andy Jarvis Remix)