Well my generator fried it's circuit about 15 minutes before the parade started. Here's a video I took right before we were booted from the parade. We could have went down the path bit what's the point of the lights were out #disappointed#apslightparade#nightmarebeforechristmas
Reposted from @bethdrawsthings
This has been my workweek. I feel like SUCH a fuckup. No one else sees it that way. I'm just gutwrenched that I screwed something up so bad that it wasn't useable. What a waste. AND I messed up something else so badly that it had to be remade (by someone else). I should have known better. I wouldn't have been been surprised if I got fired. I've created more work for other people. I've done other things that have been helpful, useful, productive.... did a couple of things really right. But many times I wondered this week if it would be better to stop what I'm doing & walk out the door. Make less of a mess for others to clean up. Do less damage. We've been crazy busy this week (9 cooks in the kitchen) and I didn't want anyone else to have to do all my work, too. Only remaking what I fucked up. It's been busy enough that the chef assigned each task to someone (usually we sign up to do items on the prep list) to make it easier. I can't help but feel like he gave me things I was less likely to fuck up. Wisely so. Damage control. He's not stupid. And the whole time I acted like I wasn't disappointed (much) in myself. It's exhausting to act ok and ask for supervision and advice and extra questions in a voice that sounds upbeat so as not to weigh my co-workers down with how I feel.
I got a nice compliment from a co-worker today- she said she was proud of me for rockin' it this week. I've got people going out of their way to reassure me. I'm very grateful for their kindness and extra effort. I hate that I need it. I hate even more that I still feel this bad. This is why I can't work full time.😖
Situations will never permanently change your happiness...they just won't.
You might feel a surge of dopamine and feel joy but it won't last unless you are already changed.
Looking at examples, no one has ever been changed to being happy by an outside source. It has always been and forever will be from the inside.
Getting a boyfriend/husband, a new car, a new house, a new career, a new friend...none of them will make you happy.
It comes from within. The way to be happy is to change from the inside out, not the outside in. Because the outside-in will never be permanent and you'll always be disappointed.
If you want to be happy, look into yourself. Be happy with who you are. Forgive yourself. Be grateful for things in your life. Find out your why. Each of these things starts inside and brings lasting happiness.
You are you for a reason. God created you in His image and you better believe He wants you to be happy.
"I know it wouldn't hurt you to look behind
and check on me from time to time
but you've been too busy lately,
about yourself, about yourself, about yourself
it seems like you've forgotten about the people around you
because all you think about is yourself
but I know I shouldn't feel hurt from it
because in all occasions, you should always put yourself first
so that you can survive the struggle called life
but if you just keep surviving, you're gonna miss out on living,
in the moment, with the people around you,
and the feelings left unnoticed by you."
Man 😥😞😕😣 gotta say really kinda disappointed in my lip filler. First time restalyne and well I specifically said I wanted a fuller TOP lip. We did .5ml which was fine I didn't want to do a whole 1ml my first time but damn. You can't even tell anything was done I feel like to my top lip. Might have to go see my peeps @vitruvianhealthkc#lipfiller#restalyne#disappointed#lipinjection#nopouthere
Made some progress with the kitchen. @kitchendoorworkshop products are amazing, doors to be fitted tomorrow, we need more vinyl, edging and a panel but will get there. Just wish we did not have to chase @granitezone for the other half of the worktop. Maybe they forgotten us?! #disappointed
Thanks for the cool latte design. However, this location did not have customer service since they don’t even ask to take your order when there is no one in lane. Looked more confused 🤷♀️ than providing service. #disappointed
0 17 December, 2019
Not a fan of stretch fabric. I’m donating all these chinos because the waist has expanded more than an inch, loose shape from behind, and makes a very unflattering baggy crotch 🤦🏽♂️ #disappointed#getridofstretchonchinos
I been pissed for 2 weeks about a nail that broke exactly two days after I got them done...... the #Acrylic and #Polish on my other nails then followed im over it atp 😩😩 so #Disappointed ..... i gotta get them done like TODAY !
Nicht womit ich gerechnet hab: Aus wegen einer Blockade im unteren Rücken. Auf dem Weg zum nächsten Checkpunkt hätte ich beinahe mein Rad geschoben.
Die Enttäuschung sitzt tief und muss ich erstmal verdauen. Die Rechnung hier bleibt aber offen und würde ich gern irgendwann begleichen. Aber bis dahin ist ein langer Weg. Es ist nicht das erste Mal, dass ich genau diese Probleme hatte, .. es muss wirklich gelöst werden. Danke an Alle die mich ständig unterstützen.
Not what I expected. Out off the Game because of a blocked disc and no chance to Ride on. I was close to walk the hills untill the next checkpoint.
I am really disappointed and need some time for this. Its an open bill which I want to pay one day but its a long way to go. Was not the first time I had these kind of problems so really need to get it solved. Thanx for all the support
Goodness I'm disappointed on how doulas were portrayed on the new @fullerhouse episode last night. I am a birth doula, not a #postpartumdoula but I know that this is not how these doulas take care of families. We are there to #supportallthemamas in how THEY want to birth or parent.
So many people are afraid that doulas will act exactly like the show portrayed. And yes, I realize they were just trying to be funny. But because so many people aren't aware of what doulas actually DO....this just a knock to postpartum doulas. #shush#fullerhouse#disappointed#doulasrock #shewolfpack
1 187 December, 2019
Thanks @usps.official for handling our packages with care. Wait for it in the video: "package volly". Especially saddened since my mother was a postal carrier while pregnant with me many years ago and handled everybody's package and letters with care. #disappointed#itwasglassinthebox
可笑的是妳以為妳珍貴的一切，對於他人那只是花園裡的其中一朵小花。他說:「You give pu*sy you get di*k」，對於某些人這只是一場公平的交易。
他也說「Sex is not the most important reason why people get togeter」因為對於他們來說，這件事情像是家常便飯，如此輕易的隨處可得。