Findet halts rausnwas euch taugt mich beruhigt halt #thc , wenn ich arbeite brauch ich keines um kreativ zu sein, da arbeite ich 10 20 stunden am tag, und in den ferien muss ich mich halt wieder #blöd kiffen für die #lutherani , Beamten da
15 July..... (The day still saved on ma mind)
He said forever but who knew that forever meant 9month??? I was so busy trying to secure a future with him, I stopped paying attention to what he were doing to me....I got so preoccupied with giving my self to him.by that time I realized how toxic the relationship had become it was too late to pull away coz he were all I knew...here I stand surrounded by my own tears wishing we were never met....it took me so long to stop looking for answers he left me with.I have stopped giving excuses to all the hurt he gave me,I have stopped looking for justification, he left me without a sign and it hurt so much that I began to question my love for him.I used to question my existence and if I would be enough for anyone after him.
It took me so many troubled night,fake smiles and days filled with anxiety to get over this.it hurt every time I remember what he made me go through but it hurt more to let my self burn this hutred.
He didn't know how to love someone who would give the world to him in a heart beats.he didn't know how to keep someone who loved him with every passing second and I won't blame him for the things he did,I think him and I were not meant to be and I wish I realized it Earlier.
I should hate him for what he did to me but I wouldn't wish that pain on anyone else.he will never be sorry for the mistakes he made,he will never be on his knees to apologize for the hurt he gave me but I forgive him. He deserve to be happy and I deserve more! I deserve to be free from his hurting memories.I owe my self an apology for the time I broke my heart to heal his self. I hope he is very happy.I hope he find peace.
Once I was feel like am dreaming but now I realized he is really my ex. I have nothing to hope more.but being my ex doesn't mean I have the right to point his characters,abuse him/spread dirty rumors about him coz there was time every part of mine belongs to him.he was the only man with whom i wished to grow old.after knowing the truth I have nothing to deal with except my inner peace.
Today i decided to let go of the past because I deserve to be happy again. #endlessmemory#jahblessmyjourney 🙏 #zawadi usidelete plz😏
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While the music plays the sorrow song, the sound of the rain drop in, the memories found its way crawling back to your head. The image, every laughter, every smile occupies every second. Time stops, all that is left moving is the tears floating down the face. Finally, you realize how much it hurts and how much you miss the very existence. But what is left is your memory playing a trick on you again and again on this endless night. #endlessmemory#missyou
A week well spent in Osaka, Nara and Kobe with family. ครบรสอีกแล้วสำหรับทริปนี้ มหาเหนื่อยแต่อภิมหาสนุกและมีความสุข การได้เที่ยวกับครอบครัวเป็นความรู้สึกที่อิ่มใจดีนะ ไม่ว่าจะกับครอบครัวเราหรือครอบครัวคนข้างๆเรา ได้เห็นรอยยิ้มของพ่อแม่พี่น้อง มันเป็นความรู้สึกที่มีค่าทางใจจริงๆ และมันก็ไม่ได้หมดไปเวลาที่ใช้มันแต่มันกลับเพิ่มขึ้นทุกครั้งที่ถูกใช้ และมันก็จะยังคงอยู่ตลอดไปทุกทีที่นึกถึง แค่นี้ก็เพียงพอและพอดี #endlessmemory#timelessmemory#เพราะความร ักคือสิ่งสวยงาม @moopol_