I thought twice about posting this.
I thought more than that actually.
I thought about tomorrow. I thought about the many tomorrows ahead of me. I thought about the days, so many days, that so many have been through, and so many more of us will have to go through. I thought about the people that are gone. I thought about the people that I can’t imagine losing. I thought about the statistics. I thought about mindset. I thought about clarity. I thought about politics. I thought about the things that make me nervous. I thought about the things that make me scared. I thought about the things that make me happy. I thought about all of the things, And I think about them all the time.
I am a nurse. I am a nurse practitioner. I am a mom. I am a wife. I am a new leader. I am living in a world I never imagined. I am a daughter. And this is from my mom. Because I was scared.
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I DIDN'T KNOW THEN...7 years ago that I wanted children. I've always loved children but for me, they were just not something I wanted in my life full-time.
Fast forward many years and I meet my step-son and I get to experience motherhood even as partial as it may be.
Now, what used to be a slow growing 5% to wanting babies has become more and more and so we continue on the fostering path.
Last year we didn't move forward for personal medical reasons (Endometriosis)and this year we might not get to because of #covid19 but here we are still #hoping .
Good morning!!!! We are #hoping the rest of our preordered (Kickstarter reward) #StarrySurprises come in today (and then we can mail them out!)!!!!! Please keep your fingers crossed that they swim to us safely and with no #pirana incidents!!! Then we have another even #BIGGER shipment on the way and will put them all up on itsmesesame.com so you can #adopt as many as your hearts desire ASAP!!! Also, I’m the one in the middle in case you couldn’t tell 🌝 xo Daffie ❤️😍🐥🦝💕🙌🥰🥳🎉🦉🌈😭🦝🐥❤️ #love#hiding#camoflauge#friends#plushes#plush#cutie#exciting