Who am I?
Today, an orthodox Jew.
In my early twenties, I moved to live in Israel. It was a time when my idealist and wounded heart was leading the way, the idealist that wanted to live in a socialist community to understand if that was a true and viable solution to our human differences.
Coming from Mexico, a catholic country, and having grown in the Xochimilco area, a practicing community, an area that has more saints and child Jesus to celebrate than days in the calendar year. I always felt that religion has pervaded the life of people in this region, they are so devoted and invested in a complex system of mayordomia. That I always inquired and wonder how can they live that way, how they can believe all that. It is a tapestry of many generations passing down traditions with a mix of very ancestral rituals infused with the catholic principles, to me, it looked like oppression. I couldn’t believe nor understand that way of living, but at the same time it has a very warm and authentic passion in it that it is fascinating.
After growing up surrounded by this practicing community -I heard fireworks every other day for more than fifteen years for the sake of celebrating some saint- and educated in a nun school system, I became quietly skeptic, I couldn’t express it out loud because I was named disrespectful or when I openly dare to say something I was pinched to remain quiet or metaphorically being laughed at.
Then when I was living in Israel two big things happen to me in relation to religion:
When I visited the holy catholic places, it was like visiting stages, and little by little a big theater was collapsing within me, the remains of whatever I grew up with I rejected all of it. Then I called myself an atheist. That was my immediate solution at hand, as if that would solve it all.
While living there I also observe the juxtaposition of Judaism, as an identity independent of the range of religious practice. It is also a deep and complex subject. At that moment I was call out by the extreme polarity of ways of living coexisting in the same land and the potential universe that could be hiding within the construct of a physical identity.
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I just felt right now that im accepting my physical appearance more as well as my emotions...but still eager for good changes. #lovepimples#lovemyself
Hey you, welcome to "quarter life crisis" club!
Terima kasih diriku, karena kamu sudah berjuang hingga saat ini. Aku sangat bangga padamu! .
Terima kasih juga buat semua orang yang sudah mendukungku, orang tua, saudara2, pasangan, keluarga, hingga sahabat2ku yang ga bisa aku sebutin satu persatu. Aku sayang kalian semuaaa gaes!
Aku biasanya terlalu bersemangat, narsis dan penuh cinta. Salut buat kalian yang kebal dengan sifat2 itu (terutama yang "narsis", hehe)
Aku akan berjuang buat membalas budi orang2 sekitarku dan buat mereka yang telah percaya padaku
Oh ya, teruntuk diriku, pastikan untuk selalu gantungkan kebahagianmu dengan dirimu sendiri ya 💗
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Have you felt a little dreamy lately? As if life is magic and everything you look at feels not quite of this earth? If so, you’ve been kissed by the Pisces spirit.
Pisces is a water sign: emotional, empathetic and as intuitive as they come. And as with all energy here on Earth, the yin has its yang... and that intense sensitivity can be a blessing and a struggle.
When at their best, Pisces bring great healing energy, creativity and compassion to the world: gifts all humans need and crave. The beauty they see and radiate inspires and comforts us all. Pisces feel it ALL.
Learn more about the ups and downs of Pisces vibe, how it affects and influences you, and what this soulful sign is here to teach humanity here. (👈🏼link to blog) 📷: @ Spiritnectar
Sukces to nie łut szczęścia i przypadek. Sukces to realizacja celów, doskonalenie się każdego dnia, robienie więcej, niż wczoraj. Sukces to nowe możliwości i wielkie zmiany. Sukces to także radość ze stawania się ekspertem w tym, co robimy.
Przy tak deszczowym piątku nie zapominajmy o uśmiechu, realizacji swoich marzeń i o własnym rozwoju. Inwestujmy w siebie samych, bo lepiej nie można. 😍