💖 So much love in this room! So much love in our Home... Home is you! With you I'm always content! Stressed 😆...but content! I love watching you, just watching you breath makes me smile! Never felt love like it! We've been through the most but having you by my side doesn't make it half bad. I always got you baby!! Protect you with my life and love you unconditionally ...continually! Don't want this moment to end. This moment is perfect... like you! 😫🙏🏾 #myheart#home#safeplace
Wow!!! #MM100 workouts 7 & 8 are done and totally awesome!!! LOVED both workouts. And these tights from @pineappleclothing_com are ridiculously comfy! #pineappleclothing
If you love them message me and I can hook you up with a code for a deal!!! ❤❤ happy Thursday all.
TBT de saudades do meu eterno e sagrado amor!
Meu coração transborda de gratidão a DEUS por ter me dado o privilégio de ser sua mamãe, a certeza de que vamos nos encontrar é que me faz sentir essa paz!
Saudades de sentir o seu cheirinho de sentir o seu abraço e ouvir a sua voz...
Nossa conexão não acabou, nosso amor prevalece estamos temporariamente afastados fisicamente mas eternamente ligados pelos laços do amor!DEUS É BOM O TEMPO TODO E O TEMPO TODO DEUS É BOM!
Just so happened 2 of my faves share the same birthday 🥰😍 Happy birthday to my partner in crime especially with savageness and our little baby cause no one loves Alyas the way that we do 😂😂 no one shares Alyas the way we share him too ahahaha sorry guys but hes ours 😂 Love you both to the moon and with as many brownies as you would like 😂😂😂 happy 1st birthday to our baby and happy 23rd to the person who is just as savage as me and who gives the best hugs but the most painful pinches ahahaha #favehumans#happybirthday#birthdayduo#lovethem#octoberbabies#myheart#theirkeepers
My favorite thing is to snuggle deep into the blankets and pillows on our bed! Sometimes I even wake mama up in the middle of the night cause I need to find a better more cozy spot to lay down. It’s all worth it in the end though! The snuggle is real! 😂
@produktmusic Happy Birthday to the most wonderful man and love of my life I LOVE YOU! ❤️ We celebrate you today and every day! Can’t wait to celebrate your special day! Yay!!! 😘😘 #PrincessSmartyPants says “Happy Birthday Daddy!” 👨👩👧
Siz hiç gün boyu emek emek ördüğünüz bir şeyi içime sinmedi deyip yarıda bıraktınız mı🤔şuan ağlamak istiyorum ilmek ilmek ördüm rengini tasarladım ama olmadı diyorum nedeni basit içime sinmedi😂sahi nedir biz örgü severlerdeki bu içine sinme durumu anlamıyorum🤷🏻♀️neyse kışa yeni giriyoruz çok şükür elim de hızlı🧿yaparım oğluma daha iyilerini😂bu foto da burda dursun örgü severlerin gözü yaşlı örmeyi bilmeyip imrenenlerde bu yaptığımdan sonra depresyona girebilir hadi ben kaçar🤣 #instagram#instagood#instamoment#instamom#orgusever#elemeği#myworld#eveningdress#daydress#myheart#myson
Lola Grace Hartley
April 28, 2006 ~ October 12, 2019
Early this morning, with a full moon shining in our PICU window, our sweet Lola ascended into the Heavens to be reunited with her big sister, Claire. Her body was overcome by back-to-back viruses as well as other medical complications that she was not able to overcome. She fought with everything in her to stay. She is quite literally the strongest human being we have ever known. She could have left so many times over the course of her 13.5 years, and every single time, she chose to stay. We are completely devastated. She was an absolute warrior till her last breath and final heartbeat. We are going to miss her so incredibly much.
We are in complete disbelief and shock that we are here again just shy of 10 months after losing Claire. Lola has struggled so much more since Claire passed in December. She has required oxygen, constant monitoring, and extra care, and we fully believe this is a result of missing her big sister. We have no idea how to chart a course through this tremendous grief & PTSD we are feeling. It just seems utterly impossible at this time.
We want to thank our night nurses, babysitters, therapists, teachers, family & friends for always providing such wonderful care and love for Mrs. Pockey. You are and will always be family to us, and we love you so very much. We also would like to thank the Wesley Children’s Hospital PICU team of doctors, nurses, respiratory therapists & staff for believing in our girl and for treating her with such love and respect. We love all of you.
In lieu of flowers, memorials can be made to the Ronald McDonald House, 551 N Hillside St Suite 100, Wichita, KS 67214. We are ever so grateful to them for allowing us to stay there so we could be close to Lola during her hospital stays.
Celebration of Life: Details to follow. 💗
beyond all beings
in every single lifetime
I have a daughter.
Her name is Madelyn.
I still can’t believe it. Is this real life?!
Sometimes when I wake up I think she’s just a dream, but then I hear her little giggles and squeals coming from her room, and my heart melts.
How did we get so lucky?! What a blessing. Such a blessing. Thank you god 🙏🏼🧿🤲🏽 #madelyn .
so you know i’ve written about freja and her REACTIONS and explosiveness. here’s a little taste of that. and see how low in energy we are before, and still it’s this BIG reaction when something scares her. imagine her being in a state of stress or frustration before. that’s a dangerous horse. and do you think a chain or a bit or a whip could ever control these emotions or reactions?
they would not. what would happen, and what did happen before, if in chain or bit would only be a way to force her to stay in this situation, leading to even more stress, leading to even bigger reactions. cause reactions there will be at the end, and then with enormous built up tension.
by letting go of all imagined control - the chain, bit, ropes, i have to start listening to and constantly focus on freja. with no leash or equipment i cannot force her to step over her own boundaries. if something is too scary, we won’t approach it- stress will not build. we will deal with a situation this way, make nothing out of it. maybe check it out, maybe not.
i don’t ever want tension to build, tension and stress and force are what causes dangerous situations, a horse walking loose is not.