There are times when you don't want to participate in life. You just want to crawl under the sheets & stay there for days.
But this is the exact time when you have to work on yourself.
Go out , enjoy with friends, eat clean & healthy, do workout for your own peace.
Be so busy with your own self that you don't have time to think about anything else.
Just enjoy each & every moment fellas!
For the friend that needed to be able to say these words to heal yourself after healing so many, that remained open too long and has trouble moving on. You fix hearts, you give love, you are nothing short of miraculous... but you feel forsaken. Listen, their choices are about them, never you.
And I can guarantee you are not forgotten. No one forgets the location of the spring that healed them. I pray you drink from that same love the way you selflessly allowed others to. I pray that it feeds your heart and replenishes your soul. I pray that it fills you where you need it the most and that finally you feel the love you’ve always given returned.
5 161 hour ago
And there was a stench of faith lost, as the clouds rolled in. And upon their heels, a horseman shrouded in pale wraiths of truths yet to come ♱ ♱ ♱
🌺Prose Poem🌺《TO MY DAD》（For One Year's Parting）
/ By Kaori🌺
Should be accumulated in the memory of childhood.
Opening the first chapter of my childhood,
That warm winter day,
You held me on your lap gently,
Pointed at the newly bought clock,
to teach me numbers and time,
Exultation on your handsome face,
Left deeply in my memories.
The leisurely happy time was repeated on your lap,
and your fingers sunny warmth seeped into my heart.
My friends envied me that I have a good Dad.
The adults complained that you were too fond of me.
You have no burly body,
Though sheltered me carefully from the wind.
Despite never seen you angry with me,
still had sad memories.
That summer afternoon,
told me that I am not your child,
Little heart was deeply hurt... Honest you didn’t make an excuse,
Just used your deeper affection,
to tell everyone
that I'm always your favorite and the brightest daughter.
The old wall clock of that year has long since disappeared.
Last moment of your life,
from warm to cold,
grieved to stay in the palm of our hands.
That moment freezes,
Look back my life over a distance, I couldn't give back a bit yet…
Now only can be called in the memories at overseas... Dad! Oh…My dad…
28 61526 May, 2019
🌺Poem🌺《Birch Tree In My Heart 》/ By Kaori🌺
When you left last year
Left a birch box
There was a winged seed inside
It flew into my heart
Rapidly sprouting and growing
Now I finally understand
That was a samara of the birch tree 🌸
Cold wind blowing from Siberia
Still can't stop her tough growth
On the white and tall trunk
staring at Yakutsk
seems to say something
though keep silent
Those tender green leaves
strive to rise in the wind
looking for clouds
Hope the cloud may bring my thoughts to you
But why are the geese going north not coming back still🌸
Oh… my dear
Do you know
The missing tears
have become the intoxicating wine under the bark
The pain that you bring
has been deeply rooted in my internal organs with the roots
Wait until Yakutsk's summer coming
Make a birch boat
Facing the wind
Stepping on the waves
Take a trip to looking for you
Even knowing that is also useless
But at least
I can make my birch samara
fly to the land of Yakutsk
I can gaze at you there…
این #لالایی را کاش باد به گوش #کودکان#روژآوا برساند... شاید لحظهای صدای غرش مسلسلها را فراموش کنند...
جنگ عربده میکشید
من جان میدهم
دیگر پرندهای در دهانم
تو کدام تابوت را
به خاک میسپاری
وقتی خالی از
در انتهای خانه
چراغی روشن است
سایهها را دار بزن
گهوارهام را تکان بده
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