the other day after the gym I had a mini meal down, I felt like I wasn’t seeing results and the gym was not working, was so ready to throw in the towel. then remembered I had token a pic at the beginning and decided to put side by side to now. I couldn’t believe that was me.. I really let myself go like that? my jaw dropped. I was doing myself dirty. One day I just got tired of it and just started, got tired of saying I’ll start next week. Now I am nowhere where I want to be, shit still jiggles and have a gut and tbh food is still a struggle but dam I can’t help but tear up. I’m really tying to be a better me. Huge shout out to my friend/coach/motivation @yenny_rubiii for pushing me and being there for me even when I want to stop. #transformation#transformationtuesday#journey#transformationjourney#trying#weightloss#bodypositivity#stretchmarks#notdoneyet#betterme#longroad#work
Even when the dark comes crashin' through
When you need someone to carry you
When you're broken on the ground
You will be found!
So when the sun comes streaming in
'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again
If you only look around. Today I GET to celebrate 2 years...and tomorrow I GET to keep working on me. October is such a hard f’ing month. #lovethelifeyoulive#trying#soberaf#grrrlarmy
Hola holaaa , bueno hoy les presento este cuadro , lo hice en honor a mi juego de cocina de cuando era pequeña jaja , recuerdo los vasos , los platos , las galletas de plástico, pero sobre todo la tetera , siempre me pareció especialmente hermosa, creo que aún está por ahí , recuerdo mucho estar en el patio de mi abuela jugando , esperando que me llamara a almorzar “no comas arriba viendo televisión porque me me riegas eso allá y después se llena de hormigas “ sentarse a comer mirando fijamente a pachita (la guacamaya) , mirando la puerta , luego el patio , mirando todo queriendo volver a jugar , ir a la playa , volver a jugar , escuchar a mi abuela coser con la máquina en la noche , yo sintiéndome muy feliz.
Take a weight off your shoulders and find a way to be positive and smile. It will carry over to all aspects of your life and translate into better, more inspired performance. That can be difficult at different times of life but it make a big difference. I’ve noticed it’s tough for me to be a good dad and husband when my mind and attitude aren’t right. Keep pushing, find any ounce of positivity. #powerinpositivity#smile#mentallystrong#trying#nycmarathontraining@nycmarathon
its not done, but im gonna paint it. this is what im gonna say i did for inktober. its a creature named a binzal, i think ive talked about it before.
the promt is basicly the story of these two. theyre the Legend that saved Luzzats from the crazy overlord. .
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Is the universe sending you signals?!! You decide you want to get, or do something. And, then you decide you will.
You strategically develop a plan of action and give yourself timeframes.
You carefully take it one step at a time, just to follow a road mined with hurdles.
You can’t help but wonder if things go this way to prove you are truly committed to the plan, or it is just the universe sending you signals to reconsider... But, you are committed... as well as persistent and stubborn. You’ll keep trying. You’ll keep working. You’ll keep strategizing and fine tuning. You got this!
I believe alien life is quite common in the universe, although intelligent life is less so. Some say it has yet to appear on planet Earth.
Let us never forget that government is ourselves and not an alien power over us. The ultimate rulers of our democracy are not a President and senators and congressmen and government officials, but the voters of this country.
Sometime I wish the aliens would abduct me and crown me as their leader.
Cravings... A deep desire for something
But this something (junk food ) is the last thing we want to put in our body...
We know it's unhealthy...
Yet there comes this time, when you are all of a sudden, overcome and overwhelmed and overpowered by this feeling that you must have a slice of pizza, or a cake (not any, but your very favorite rich Dutch truffle) and it has to be in your mouth right that minute!!!
You want to say no... But the feeling is so intense that you end up giving in ...
You end up bingeing...
The pleasure lasted for 15-20 minutes... Maybe an hour...
And then comes the darkest hour...
You are overcome now with a sense of guilt, a sense of failure
You now hate yourself. You feel helpless. You want ,no, you need help
You want to desperately save yourself from you ...
But who will? There's no one you could talk to, they'll just laugh at you! Or they won't understand you...
Share your feedback if you have ever felt this way... There's finally a solution to this never ending vicious circle...
Today was a rough day... tougher than usual. I felt defeated. But I had to remind myself that I’m a boss at the end of the day... and I got this... always... all ways. One battle is not the war, right? •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
These are a few of my birthday pics btw. I’ll share more in the next few days 😉 •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
83 70610 October, 2019
Like a broken record I play. “Study”, “do your homework”, “school first”, “focus on your work please”. My kids hear nagging, but I’m just trying to give them the opportunity to be more successful than I. I want them to be proud of their hard work and where it takes them. And I’m not communicating those hopes successfully. How do we ensure our kids are receiving the messages we aim to deliver? I’m recognizing my children need less instruction and more listening from me. I’m realizing I need to adjust my conversation approach and method - always room to improve! My teens, and my fournager need attention, validation, my genuine interest, understanding (like me in their shoes), a listening ear, and lots of love. When they receive all their needs, maybe they will be better prepared to accept my wants. Tag a mama friend who successfully or wants to successfully communicate with her children. Let’s share stories of what works and what doesn’t work. Let’s walk together so we have a a shoulder to lean on when times get tough and a friend to offer advice and encouragement when we request it. Together we all can achieve so much more! #mamatribe#mamatribevibe#mumtribe#momtribe#mytribe#myvillage#momsupportingmoms#momsupport#mumsupportingmums#raisingkids#raisingchildren#parentingadvice#parentingtips#momshelpingmoms#momsunite#momadvice#momhelp#momtips#blowfishshoes
30 72314 October, 2019
The scariest part of October is how much cash I drop on Halloween. 💸🎃🙄 #trying