We have associated so much that belongs to us with everything that no longer does that we have nothing to lose anymore.
Why everything today is so associated with what we’ve SUFFERED and not with what we’ve ENJOYED?
Why is that the one we love so far yet so close?
Have we always loved people with an intention and not because we genuinely need them to be a part of our life because they make it better ?
I worry the world we live in are so full of intentions that we’ve forgotten to do anything without having a meaning to it.
Do you have to do something that makes you happy just because you are meant to be happy?
Read the above line again. You’ll be hit hard in the head to realise what it means.
Only now that I’ve lost the source of small happenings that made me feel soulful, happy, lively, jolly as whole, I remember the times associated with her.
Because she, my friend , was a beauty I never found anywhere else. Her smile, Her Eyes, Her happiness on meeting me for the first time, Her patting on my abdomen to actually see it’s toned or tond, long drives with her, dozens of photos, rulana,rona, passing letters , eating mithai which she couriered me just because it was my favourite, her concept of love, her TRYNA BE COOL acts .....
She was the source of the happiness I got from small happenings and events, habits , acts.
Because that, my dear is love.
Where the days began with her name
And nights ended with her breathe sleeping on video calls.
That was the purest form of love I ever experienced.